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Today, surprisingly.. i had been feeling a lot better after orginze my thoughts. even slightly delightful, well.. a lot more delightful. Although that i had been aware that im quite alone when i woke up, but i recognize this time, it's not lonliness, not being so cought up in wanting to make things work agian anymore, my hearaches eased. I forgot how to live my own life for a while. I had just realized it! its your life Chloris~! Take it back and start living. So today, with my chinese sisters , i went buying some tools to help my life get back on track~! The Drawer Closet ~ to organize things :)

Remeber that i said I need a hug the other day? So I also birng a hugger home - a hug pillow
hehehe.. Hug me ~ if not i will :)

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If that there is any part i missed the most was ... having you hug me to sleep , or having you sleep by my side.


I guess reflection, and having minor resentment is also normal in this process of healing

There is one thing to remind you, in your next relationship, you might to make sure a clear difference that 好的女生朋友 跟女朋友地位 is very different, dont say you do not want to change, you might just have to adjust.

make her feel she is unique and she can tell apart.. clearly. that you can share the most intimate things with her, the intimacy and trust goes in two way, need both to build it, instead of hiding it and sharing the outside.. there is only one life partner to spend the very intimate time with you, you must feel that you were special enough for each other, that do not let the other side ever need to feel insecure, or bring up the issue.. :)

If one are doomed to have close firends with opposite gneder, must be more considerate on the other person's feelings ...