About being idealistic...
recently i had encounter a issue that makes me reflect if one (me) is being idealistic.. sadly it was by deciding to determinate a relationship with a man which last about 5 months ....it was what..my fifth serious relationship on the record..
being picky seems to be a sign of thinking things are not perfect enough...seemingly.. one cant help being picky if he/she is always comparing the significant others with the idleal life partner image.
- lack of international perspectives visions..
- think inside the box..
- not classy enough..
- not intelletually smart enough to qualify..
- not able able to laugh or participate things / arts/ humor that happen around the enviroment.
-dont like to drive in the city...despite as a car owner..
- possibly buying a house in the city i dislike..
however as a positive perspective on pros side..
- steady income
-wants to get married
- reasnably handsome enough.
- has a rutine/ regular life style.
- likes to make schedule for things
- spending efforts to hang out with my folks
why cant a girl like me just settle with a guy like this.. ? what do i want? always want more than i can get ? not ... enough.. could be more...
sometimes things juts doesnt fit as much as you wants them to be into those places... why cant one compromise? why cant we just satisfy with each other.. and say ok thats it .. lets put it an end for the mate searching , you and i are a pair from now on..
why we are always so demending? who are we comparing to?
cause we deserves better. we are smart and simply better than settleing with this guy <-- see, idealistic.
I heard one saying before <---- we need very little, but we always want more.
i shall say we always want more, when we had bend over..lol ~ sounds 18+
seriously...am i being idealistic...? where is the balence? ? show me and tell me.
2011年6月8日 星期三
Yoga Class...
The thing is...
Is there a sort of exercise could makes you feel extremly relax
? Especially after you have bend and stretch to you personal extreme Yeah yoga class 2011年2月22日 星期二
只在乎曾經擁有 ?
從小 我在一個充滿愛的環境下長大 , 體會愛是個正面的能量 , 親情 , 友情, 愛情, 是多麼美好的事情, 或許偶爾會有強烈情緒反應 , 但說真的 , 從不知道 ''恨'' 的滋味是甚麼, 頂多經常朋友之間半戲謔地開開玩笑 'I hate you~'
感謝歐陽迪朗, 終於教會了我甚麼是恨 .
是的 , 我恨他. 那是一種萬念俱灰的感覺, 尤其是他的冷漠, 逃避, 不回應, 更讓人無法釋懷.
真不敢相信自己用心跟這樣的人交往過, 過去一切愛的深刻顯得好諷刺喔.
自以為是真愛 近一切力量去挽回，
卻在試圖溝通的過程之中對他的逃避得到的遍體鱗傷,
千里迢迢來卻在大街上卻只能在旺角漫無目的遊蕩流淚 只因為他不肯面對.
還有他跟朋友在蘭桂坊PARTY到夜半, 完全無視於我隻身在街頭無處可去不聞不問。
若不知道我在香港就算了 , 那種心寒無法言喻.
過去一切的回憶只是惱人, 是誰說只在乎曾經擁有? 我連回憶都不可以要了.
對於現在的我, 首要任務就是 專心遺忘 . 好的壞的都得忘記.
否則這樣的恨意猶在遲早會讓自己生病 所以必須忘了你. 今後我會對人說我不認識你
對於我這顆多愁善感的心, 遺忘還真是一項艱鉅的任務 ,
但是沒辦法. 過去太沉重了所以好的壞的都得切除
你就像是 ''癌 ''
It's like the Cancer, if i dont remove those cancel cells,
I will die.
是的, 遺忘或許讓我失去了很多, 但過去的一切已死, 唯有這樣才能更勇敢, 還原我乾淨的靈.
別離是好的, 當下是美好的，未來才是美麗的。
感謝歐陽迪朗, 終於教會了我甚麼是恨 .
是的 , 我恨他. 那是一種萬念俱灰的感覺, 尤其是他的冷漠, 逃避, 不回應, 更讓人無法釋懷.
真不敢相信自己用心跟這樣的人交往過, 過去一切愛的深刻顯得好諷刺喔.
自以為是真愛 近一切力量去挽回，
卻在試圖溝通的過程之中對他的逃避得到的遍體鱗傷,
千里迢迢來卻在大街上卻只能在旺角漫無目的遊蕩流淚 只因為他不肯面對.
還有他跟朋友在蘭桂坊PARTY到夜半, 完全無視於我隻身在街頭無處可去不聞不問。
若不知道我在香港就算了 , 那種心寒無法言喻.
過去一切的回憶只是惱人, 是誰說只在乎曾經擁有? 我連回憶都不可以要了.
對於現在的我, 首要任務就是 專心遺忘 . 好的壞的都得忘記.
否則這樣的恨意猶在遲早會讓自己生病 所以必須忘了你. 今後我會對人說我不認識你
對於我這顆多愁善感的心, 遺忘還真是一項艱鉅的任務 ,
但是沒辦法. 過去太沉重了所以好的壞的都得切除
你就像是 ''癌 ''
It's like the Cancer, if i dont remove those cancel cells,
I will die.
是的, 遺忘或許讓我失去了很多, 但過去的一切已死, 唯有這樣才能更勇敢, 還原我乾淨的靈.
別離是好的, 當下是美好的，未來才是美麗的。
2011年1月18日 星期二
沒有氣力了 ~ 又掉進那個沼澤裡~
那個充滿恨意 及無力感的沼澤~
怎麼辦~ 現在工作到一半 好想就take the day off. 衝出去大哭, 離開事故現場
可惜旅行對我來說 ~已不是出口 ~ 再也無法給予興喜的感覺
想著要逃~ 又有甚麼地方是適合一顆下沉的心?
羅馬吧 灰色的石頭, 冷酷生硬的 就像你 .
西班牙吧 陽光普照 ~ 卻無法雀躍
只想拿杯熱可可 蜷在沙發上 看 一場好電影 發呆..
那天靚突然打了電話給我 告訴我一番 成事在天的道理 盡了力 , 只能聽天命 .
好像到了適婚年紀了 ~ 卻無法想像跟誰真的結了婚 只想傻傻的幻想跟你生了兩個小孩 一男一女~ 白的可愛 ~ 黑的倔強 ~ 我想所以無法成就的愛情 都是美麗的悲劇吧 ~ 不是悲觀 只是悵然 ..
連哭 都顯得費力.
怎麼了 我又來了
那個充滿恨意 及無力感的沼澤~
怎麼辦~ 現在工作到一半 好想就take the day off. 衝出去大哭, 離開事故現場
可惜旅行對我來說 ~已不是出口 ~ 再也無法給予興喜的感覺
想著要逃~ 又有甚麼地方是適合一顆下沉的心?
羅馬吧 灰色的石頭, 冷酷生硬的 就像你 .
西班牙吧 陽光普照 ~ 卻無法雀躍
只想拿杯熱可可 蜷在沙發上 看 一場好電影 發呆..
那天靚突然打了電話給我 告訴我一番 成事在天的道理 盡了力 , 只能聽天命 .
好像到了適婚年紀了 ~ 卻無法想像跟誰真的結了婚 只想傻傻的幻想跟你生了兩個小孩 一男一女~ 白的可愛 ~ 黑的倔強 ~ 我想所以無法成就的愛情 都是美麗的悲劇吧 ~ 不是悲觀 只是悵然 ..
連哭 都顯得費力.
怎麼了 我又來了
2011年1月17日 星期一
When the moment pops up.. cant stop hating you.
[下午 01:55:16] Chloris: 我很難原諒你
[下午 01:55:20] Chloris: 因為你辜負我們的愛
[下午 02:09:22] Chloris: im struggling on the hatred towards you every fcking@# single day .
[下午 02:09:40] Chloris: why you ever being such of a person who gave up ?
[下午 02:09:42] Chloris: and quit?
[下午 02:25:54] Chloris: 你在我的心中 就是那個辜負愛情的人
[下午 02:26:18] Chloris: 我們以前所有一起經歷的 一起共同數算的
[下午 02:26:38] Chloris: 在你心中就是這麼容易 過一天忘一天
[下午 02:26:51] Chloris: 一起去的地方
[下午 02:26:59] Chloris: 一起過的日子
[下午 02:27:01] Chloris: 好像你
[下午 02:27:08] Chloris: 也不在懷念
[下午 02:27:15] Chloris: 所以你是誰?
[下午 02:28:09] Chloris: 曾經說好要一起走下去
[下午 02:28:14] Chloris: 的你 就走了
[下午 02:28:19] Chloris: 不是辜負是甚麼？
[下午 02:28:25] Chloris: 還有你說的那些心結
[下午 02:28:27] Chloris: 根本
[下午 02:28:35] Chloris: 就是可以慢慢談 慢慢去化開的
[下午 02:28:38] Chloris: 在愛情裡
[下午 02:28:41] Chloris: 誰沒有犯錯
[下午 02:28:50] Chloris: 你不也把我孤單的丟在大街上?
[下午 02:29:00] Chloris: 你不也讓人活在苦痛之中？
[下午 02:29:02] Chloris: 我犯錯
[下午 02:29:05] Chloris: 你就沒有錯
[下午 02:29:16] Chloris: 愛情之中 沒有一定誰是誰的罪人
[下午 02:29:22] Chloris: 可是有包容 有悔改 ..
[下午 02:29:29] Chloris: 有體諒
[下午 02:29:49] Chloris: 不是嗎？
it was you, who are being the quitter, it was you whom took off. it was you whom betrayed our commitment, it was you who let go.
It was you. i hate you so bad...
I hate you.
[下午 01:55:20] Chloris: 因為你辜負我們的愛
[下午 02:09:22] Chloris: im struggling on the hatred towards you every fcking@# single day .
[下午 02:09:40] Chloris: why you ever being such of a person who gave up ?
[下午 02:09:42] Chloris: and quit?
[下午 02:25:54] Chloris: 你在我的心中 就是那個辜負愛情的人
[下午 02:26:18] Chloris: 我們以前所有一起經歷的 一起共同數算的
[下午 02:26:38] Chloris: 在你心中就是這麼容易 過一天忘一天
[下午 02:26:51] Chloris: 一起去的地方
[下午 02:26:59] Chloris: 一起過的日子
[下午 02:27:01] Chloris: 好像你
[下午 02:27:08] Chloris: 也不在懷念
[下午 02:27:15] Chloris: 所以你是誰?
[下午 02:28:09] Chloris: 曾經說好要一起走下去
[下午 02:28:14] Chloris: 的你 就走了
[下午 02:28:19] Chloris: 不是辜負是甚麼？
[下午 02:28:25] Chloris: 還有你說的那些心結
[下午 02:28:27] Chloris: 根本
[下午 02:28:35] Chloris: 就是可以慢慢談 慢慢去化開的
[下午 02:28:38] Chloris: 在愛情裡
[下午 02:28:41] Chloris: 誰沒有犯錯
[下午 02:28:50] Chloris: 你不也把我孤單的丟在大街上?
[下午 02:29:00] Chloris: 你不也讓人活在苦痛之中？
[下午 02:29:02] Chloris: 我犯錯
[下午 02:29:05] Chloris: 你就沒有錯
[下午 02:29:16] Chloris: 愛情之中 沒有一定誰是誰的罪人
[下午 02:29:22] Chloris: 可是有包容 有悔改 ..
[下午 02:29:29] Chloris: 有體諒
[下午 02:29:49] Chloris: 不是嗎？
it was you, who are being the quitter, it was you whom took off. it was you whom betrayed our commitment, it was you who let go.
It was you. i hate you so bad...
I hate you.
2011年1月12日 星期三
* 幸福 * ~ Content.
~ 發現自己 快樂很多
快樂 原來是不需要等待人家來供給 不需要奢求對方跟你一起開始, 一起分享 ，而是透過生活去感受，或者自己創造的。
幸福是一種狀態，不是追求，現在的我，開始滿足生活中的點滴 ～ 並且珍惜能夠一起分享的人。
Roy 隨便丟的幾個愚蠢笑話 就讓我大笑很久, 那一刻就是幸福。
偶爾喝掛了還可以有朋友接我回家，也是幸福，
晚上回家，一開門媽媽熱一鍋雞湯，看電視的爸爸起身為我榨杯鮮果汁，我永遠是他們的公主，這是我熟悉的幸福。
看場電影，還是容易為劇情牽動，提醒我不管發生甚麼事還是有顆善感，易動容的純真, 這也是幸福。
賴皮走不動了懶得回家，睡在朋友家也是一種幸福。
可以被追求，記得自己也是還有魅力，也是一種幸福。:P
真的無聊了找些東西學學，沉浸在學習認識新朋友的成就感中，也是種幸福吧。
比起之前曾經以為擁有了, 卻總是孤單等待結果的那種空虛 ～ 好似踏實多了。
這樣的幸福是確切且溫暖的。
終於懂了，幸福不是寂寞的等待，而是透過當下的生活慢慢體驗，一個讓你感到幸福的人是能夠與你一起創造，一起分享，一起共同期待。
快樂 原來是不需要等待人家來供給 不需要奢求對方跟你一起開始, 一起分享 ，而是透過生活去感受，或者自己創造的。
幸福是一種狀態，不是追求，現在的我，開始滿足生活中的點滴 ～ 並且珍惜能夠一起分享的人。
Roy 隨便丟的幾個愚蠢笑話 就讓我大笑很久, 那一刻就是幸福。
偶爾喝掛了還可以有朋友接我回家，也是幸福，
晚上回家，一開門媽媽熱一鍋雞湯，看電視的爸爸起身為我榨杯鮮果汁，我永遠是他們的公主，這是我熟悉的幸福。
看場電影，還是容易為劇情牽動，提醒我不管發生甚麼事還是有顆善感，易動容的純真, 這也是幸福。
賴皮走不動了懶得回家，睡在朋友家也是一種幸福。
可以被追求，記得自己也是還有魅力，也是一種幸福。:P
真的無聊了找些東西學學，沉浸在學習認識新朋友的成就感中，也是種幸福吧。
比起之前曾經以為擁有了, 卻總是孤單等待結果的那種空虛 ～ 好似踏實多了。
這樣的幸福是確切且溫暖的。
終於懂了，幸福不是寂寞的等待，而是透過當下的生活慢慢體驗，一個讓你感到幸福的人是能夠與你一起創造，一起分享，一起共同期待。
不要追求了吧，就讓自己快樂就好，但要感受幸福，用心去慢慢感受，細細品嘗，現在的我終於跨出那一步，敞開心胸，用心體會。
2011年1月2日 星期日
Relationship Modes.
As that issues of relationship pop up recently in discussion, i found that there are indeed several different modes which is not way beyond my imigination, but way over my expetation.
- This week , I met X @ Cafe , A friend's friend. A western originated Taiwnese Resident who was into a thing, call 'open relationship.'
how open is that , when he is dating someone , his gf can still playaround, and getting involved with others (for f#)(*$) , as long as his gf is good to him mentally and physically satify him, plus no string attached to other guy. It's not news i know, but just he seemed far more confident into what he is beliveing in that i found myself couldnt really argue with him, he said, kid , obviously your 'one and only' theory had fail this time remebered? you dated someone who is not committed enough to you, so might as well enjoy and play alone the way....
' Fine, hold on... no judgments ' I said , after his long blablabla.. X finally zipped when i lift up my both hands .
Then later on Mr. A told me when help to trouble shooting my phone.... He looked up and said.
' ....or you can marry one of your friends ... like my co-worker did, they were happily married, and just start dating now after marriage..." Then there is this awkward pause for 10 seconds..
'.......What ...stop looking at me ! '
'Fine.. im just joking around. i already dated my gf for 3 years.. you know that. '
Anyways, there are different ways to stay happily together. methods / approaches in to acheive the a stautus of a happy relationship.
C'est la Vie. (Do i even spell right) I mean, as you like.
- This week , I met X @ Cafe , A friend's friend. A western originated Taiwnese Resident who was into a thing, call 'open relationship.'
how open is that , when he is dating someone , his gf can still playaround, and getting involved with others (for f#)(*$) , as long as his gf is good to him mentally and physically satify him, plus no string attached to other guy. It's not news i know, but just he seemed far more confident into what he is beliveing in that i found myself couldnt really argue with him, he said, kid , obviously your 'one and only' theory had fail this time remebered? you dated someone who is not committed enough to you, so might as well enjoy and play alone the way....
' Fine, hold on... no judgments ' I said , after his long blablabla.. X finally zipped when i lift up my both hands .
Then later on Mr. A told me when help to trouble shooting my phone.... He looked up and said.
' ....or you can marry one of your friends ... like my co-worker did, they were happily married, and just start dating now after marriage..." Then there is this awkward pause for 10 seconds..
'.......What ...stop looking at me ! '
'Fine.. im just joking around. i already dated my gf for 3 years.. you know that. '
Anyways, there are different ways to stay happily together. methods / approaches in to acheive the a stautus of a happy relationship.
C'est la Vie. (Do i even spell right) I mean, as you like.
2010年12月31日 星期五
Heart-Breaking. Delete
Today is the saddest day of the year. 2010 12. 31.
knowing that I must delete you from my life..
knowing that i must forget about you...
because we will never be together...
knowing that you hated me to be around.
knowing that we had screw up .
昨日 我還允許自己耽溺在我們曾經擁有的美好回憶裡
那美好的畫面~ 你說你想我住香港多一點
說我愛都市生活 喜歡買東西又愛熱鬧,
其實我也告訴朋友 我去香港好一點, 男生在自己熟悉的地方總是多些資源,
況且估你在台灣住一輩子 恐怕也是住不慣的 , 頂多像你說的 老了 存了錢 回台灣開民宿.
想著我們曾經拿著地鐵圖 研究以後住哪裡好 ~ 沙田嗎 其實也可以接受, 你說.
This and that... need to delete,
need to erase the vision,
need to say goodbye to you , the one i had really been seriously consider as life partner.
you said that we will never be together , so i need to delete you from my life,
It hurts so much, cant breath ...
knowing that I must delete you from my life..
knowing that i must forget about you...
because we will never be together...
knowing that you hated me to be around.
knowing that we had screw up .
昨日 我還允許自己耽溺在我們曾經擁有的美好回憶裡
那美好的畫面~ 你說你想我住香港多一點
說我愛都市生活 喜歡買東西又愛熱鬧,
其實我也告訴朋友 我去香港好一點, 男生在自己熟悉的地方總是多些資源,
況且估你在台灣住一輩子 恐怕也是住不慣的 , 頂多像你說的 老了 存了錢 回台灣開民宿.
想著我們曾經拿著地鐵圖 研究以後住哪裡好 ~ 沙田嗎 其實也可以接受, 你說.
This and that... need to delete,
need to erase the vision,
need to say goodbye to you , the one i had really been seriously consider as life partner.
you said that we will never be together , so i need to delete you from my life,
It hurts so much, cant breath ...
2010年12月26日 星期日
♥ Love ♥
This world is supposed to be full of Love~ Like the world i had always know ♥♥
Today had joined the secret proposal party of Maggie's , my dear friend. it was a day full of love.
Looking at her, and the man whom loved her so much, im really happy for them. This time, no judgements, no doubts.. my dear friedn, all the best regards.
♥♥♥ I love you , Chloris ~ dont be sad, if you had been treated wrong , be strong, and heal back, you will find a suitable man for you and him love each other and live happily sweet for a long long long life time. ♥♥♥
Only when i was quiet, i realized how much my heart is broken , and how much i am hur . Love is a puzzle, there is no right or wrong, but the sound of heart breaks is crispy clear..
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Go on~ Chloris dont look back, just let go.
Patience, do not go get love , love will finds you~
♥♥♥♥ Big hug to you Chloris ~ xoxo ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Today had joined the secret proposal party of Maggie's , my dear friend. it was a day full of love.
Looking at her, and the man whom loved her so much, im really happy for them. This time, no judgements, no doubts.. my dear friedn, all the best regards.
♥♥♥ I love you , Chloris ~ dont be sad, if you had been treated wrong , be strong, and heal back, you will find a suitable man for you and him love each other and live happily sweet for a long long long life time. ♥♥♥
Only when i was quiet, i realized how much my heart is broken , and how much i am hur . Love is a puzzle, there is no right or wrong, but the sound of heart breaks is crispy clear..
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Go on~ Chloris dont look back, just let go.
Patience, do not go get love , love will finds you~
♥♥♥♥ Big hug to you Chloris ~ xoxo ♥♥♥♥♥♥
2010年12月22日 星期三
Woman.
Ms. T
my friend, with repects, raised her two kids by her own, support her own family, bought a house on her own which would have been much easier if she had someone to share with.
i watched her in a dark alley from her back, playing cellphone games, foucused and laughing like a kid.
me and her daughter walk arm in arm behind..in the chilly winter night,
its a full moon night, where the light of stars and moon is dime.. but the street lambs are bright.
T , i saw him your ex, with his new gf, he regonized me in a wedding occaasion, waving at me, like the first time we met , you and me and him went out for the midnight massage and snack with my Australian frnd.. white t-shirt, he wore. Little had i knew, the woman i had a cheerful chat ealier was the new girl .
I would kept this little secret to myself, cause i had seen you grown so well :D
my friend, with repects, raised her two kids by her own, support her own family, bought a house on her own which would have been much easier if she had someone to share with.
i watched her in a dark alley from her back, playing cellphone games, foucused and laughing like a kid.
me and her daughter walk arm in arm behind..in the chilly winter night,
its a full moon night, where the light of stars and moon is dime.. but the street lambs are bright.
T , i saw him your ex, with his new gf, he regonized me in a wedding occaasion, waving at me, like the first time we met , you and me and him went out for the midnight massage and snack with my Australian frnd.. white t-shirt, he wore. Little had i knew, the woman i had a cheerful chat ealier was the new girl .
I would kept this little secret to myself, cause i had seen you grown so well :D
2010年12月21日 星期二
Do not forget.
Do not look back .
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
Remeber this.
So just leave .
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
他不愛妳了
Remeber this.
So just leave .
2010年12月20日 星期一
Start ..♥
Today, surprisingly.. i had been feeling a lot better after orginze my thoughts. even slightly delightful, well.. a lot more delightful. Although that i had been aware that im quite alone when i woke up, but i recognize this time, it's not lonliness, not being so cought up in wanting to make things work agian anymore, my hearaches eased. I forgot how to live my own life for a while. I had just realized it! its your life Chloris~! Take it back and start living. So today, with my chinese sisters , i went buying some tools to help my life get back on track~! The Drawer Closet ~ to organize things :)
Remeber that i said I need a hug the other day? So I also birng a hugger home - a hug pillow
hehehe.. Hug me ~ if not i will :)
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If that there is any part i missed the most was ... having you hug me to sleep , or having you sleep by my side.
I guess reflection, and having minor resentment is also normal in this process of healing
There is one thing to remind you, in your next relationship, you might to make sure a clear difference that 好的女生朋友 跟女朋友地位 is very different, dont say you do not want to change, you might just have to adjust.
make her feel she is unique and she can tell apart.. clearly. that you can share the most intimate things with her, the intimacy and trust goes in two way, need both to build it, instead of hiding it and sharing the outside.. there is only one life partner to spend the very intimate time with you, you must feel that you were special enough for each other, that do not let the other side ever need to feel insecure, or bring up the issue.. :)
If one are doomed to have close firends with opposite gneder, must be more considerate on the other person's feelings ...
Remeber that i said I need a hug the other day? So I also birng a hugger home - a hug pillow
hehehe.. Hug me ~ if not i will :)
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=908917509952&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=908917509952&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814#!/photo.php?fbid=908917729512&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814&pid=47905305&id=9109814
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=908917509952&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814#!/photo.php?fbid=908918577812&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814&pid=47905317&id=9109814
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=908917509952&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814#!/photo.php?fbid=908919266432&set=a.542596929332.2149096.9109814&pid=47905319&id=9109814
If that there is any part i missed the most was ... having you hug me to sleep , or having you sleep by my side.
I guess reflection, and having minor resentment is also normal in this process of healing
There is one thing to remind you, in your next relationship, you might to make sure a clear difference that 好的女生朋友 跟女朋友地位 is very different, dont say you do not want to change, you might just have to adjust.
make her feel she is unique and she can tell apart.. clearly. that you can share the most intimate things with her, the intimacy and trust goes in two way, need both to build it, instead of hiding it and sharing the outside.. there is only one life partner to spend the very intimate time with you, you must feel that you were special enough for each other, that do not let the other side ever need to feel insecure, or bring up the issue.. :)
If one are doomed to have close firends with opposite gneder, must be more considerate on the other person's feelings ...
2010年12月19日 星期日
.... I Regitered :)
就寫吧！把你的難過寫出來'不管用什麼語言'這裡是你的空間’This is your Territory , chloris' do it your way.
分手快一個月了'儘管還是很難過,但是得開始把自己從深陷的泥沼拉出來’就像正在聽的這首歌caught in a bad romance, not say that we had a bad one 但得承認目前這盤祺是下壞了，糟透了.
不過但過程總算有點進展'即使現在還是邊哭邊寫''，
但儘管我們過去相愛過,但事實就是現在不愛了
by not letting it go ，will not make it go any slower ，but will only push it over faster and further away ’ today i met with our mutual friend ’ 'I need a hug.. that s the thought when i saw her.' all that bitterness, and having to deal it with myself in a disoriented land..is so hard and lonely,without anyone support the way..been ate up my soul, the fatal chill spreading all over me like germs...can felt the enegery slipt away from fingers..
Being so rational and calm like I always knew her, she toss the cold facts 'wake up girl stop trying he dosent He doesnt love you anymore now , stop not to believe it. "
I know..just can't stop feeling anxious..i told her, 'about what?' she asked. 'the fact, the past , the history , the present' i murmured by heart.
如果要我形容這種痛的感覺就像撕裂傷口上插了一個釘子， '你不再愛我'就是這根釘子，今天我拔掉這個釘子，by registering the thought. 那就是你現在不愛我了，you do not love me ，只剩下了傷口，再來慢慢處理吧，一直不能致信,不斷的想著怎麼把傷口縫起來不是對的，原來是那根釘子,讓我痛的不能呼吸，一壓就痛，想著把帶著釘子的傷縫起來，只是讓那把釘子釘的更深 更加椎心，把釘子拔下了，傷口反而好多了，剩下來的問題就是，怎麼癒合，怎麼養傷，怎麼養回以前的健康.
從前我為了跟你在一起，把有關你的一切都研究的認真，you were my thesis,i thought i was your baby. 選了你當作我論文的主題， 一切細節都想逐一探討，想著可能在香港的一切，想著怎樣過著兩個人簡單的幸福， 認真到的想寫下結論， 忘了 其實我不能用我的方式 寫出你的故事，或者是編織了一個美好的故事 卻要我們一起演出 ，對我而言，最美好的事情一就是能牽著手一起走下去，或許你一開始也喜歡結局，所以我們演出，不過沒有編劇指導的我們，戲演壞了，沒有相互妥協，只有一方不再修改，一方累了配合，即使哭著留下了，也只會是徒然，況且你走的毫無悔意。即便知道我還是愛你..
這一次，就休息吧， 你不再愛我了, Yes, i had finally registered.. 我放下武器，你不用在躲， 這是現在最後一篇有關你的Thesis Statement. 我還沒找到新論文該以甚麼為主題，只知道方向改變:)
現在才懂 ～ 原來 The thing i want 'being together happily and content' , is not called 'simple' , but it's called 'smooth' , and that is a status most people have to earn it before have it. 原來要快樂在一起 不是簡單的過程，而是一起走過的結果 。
分手快一個月了'儘管還是很難過,但是得開始把自己從深陷的泥沼拉出來’就像正在聽的這首歌caught in a bad romance, not say that we had a bad one 但得承認目前這盤祺是下壞了，糟透了.
不過但過程總算有點進展'即使現在還是邊哭邊寫''，
但儘管我們過去相愛過,但事實就是現在不愛了
by not letting it go ，will not make it go any slower ，but will only push it over faster and further away ’ today i met with our mutual friend ’ 'I need a hug.. that s the thought when i saw her.' all that bitterness, and having to deal it with myself in a disoriented land..is so hard and lonely,without anyone support the way..been ate up my soul, the fatal chill spreading all over me like germs...can felt the enegery slipt away from fingers..
Being so rational and calm like I always knew her, she toss the cold facts 'wake up girl stop trying he dosent He doesnt love you anymore now , stop not to believe it. "
I know..just can't stop feeling anxious..i told her, 'about what?' she asked. 'the fact, the past , the history , the present' i murmured by heart.
如果要我形容這種痛的感覺就像撕裂傷口上插了一個釘子， '你不再愛我'就是這根釘子，今天我拔掉這個釘子，by registering the thought. 那就是你現在不愛我了，you do not love me ，只剩下了傷口，再來慢慢處理吧，一直不能致信,不斷的想著怎麼把傷口縫起來不是對的，原來是那根釘子,讓我痛的不能呼吸，一壓就痛，想著把帶著釘子的傷縫起來，只是讓那把釘子釘的更深 更加椎心，把釘子拔下了，傷口反而好多了，剩下來的問題就是，怎麼癒合，怎麼養傷，怎麼養回以前的健康.
從前我為了跟你在一起，把有關你的一切都研究的認真，you were my thesis,i thought i was your baby. 選了你當作我論文的主題， 一切細節都想逐一探討，想著可能在香港的一切，想著怎樣過著兩個人簡單的幸福， 認真到的想寫下結論， 忘了 其實我不能用我的方式 寫出你的故事，或者是編織了一個美好的故事 卻要我們一起演出 ，對我而言，最美好的事情一就是能牽著手一起走下去，或許你一開始也喜歡結局，所以我們演出，不過沒有編劇指導的我們，戲演壞了，沒有相互妥協，只有一方不再修改，一方累了配合，即使哭著留下了，也只會是徒然，況且你走的毫無悔意。即便知道我還是愛你..
這一次，就休息吧， 你不再愛我了, Yes, i had finally registered.. 我放下武器，你不用在躲， 這是現在最後一篇有關你的Thesis Statement. 我還沒找到新論文該以甚麼為主題，只知道方向改變:)
現在才懂 ～ 原來 The thing i want 'being together happily and content' , is not called 'simple' , but it's called 'smooth' , and that is a status most people have to earn it before have it. 原來要快樂在一起 不是簡單的過程，而是一起走過的結果 。
2009年3月24日 星期二
2009年2月27日 星期五
Because they are Indians~ Storires you would only heard from india .
Like I often said.. Indians are the most absurd, last minute people of one could ever imagine.
For one, they like to push you to the edge. If they did not, then you would be surprised at the last minute in a least expected way. Just while you were thininking 'finally everything is on right track this time..' With them, you would always have to be wild awake. Oh you better be! Make sure you are highly alert to the extend that you can actually count how many nerves you have.
Here are 6 stories to share :
- On February 20th 2009 Mumbai Times Cover News.
Domestic Airline Goindigo (Go Indi Go) found there was a wheel broken just before landing,
they fixed it in the air.
- Just before that few months back
An Indian helicopter landed right on the track of one full-speed escalating flight that carries 153 pass angers while its getting ready to take off.
of course, they passed each other safely ... Because they are Indians.
-They horn every 5 seconds while driving, horn while they pass, horn while to be passed, horn to warn, horn to be warned, they just horn for horn's sake ' you had some horny driver..' said one of my Dubai customer over the phone.
why? oh you know why? Because they drove like BUMPER CARS! There are lanes on the road, but guess what?! No one follows! they drove to the left they drove to the right, they squeeze into middle, they wiggled to pass, they are scared, but they are also scary.
When they miss the intersection they are supposed to turn, no big deal, they just reverse back directly.
Did i mention my friend Jatin once left the car in the middle of road to check some parking spots ?
- Wide Range of time
'Chloris , 9 o'clock sharp tomorrow I'll pick you up' right...sharp your head.
AM9;35 i finally got into his car for 10:30 am flight.
'oh its the traffic~' they always said.
Take my advise :
When they say I'll be right there, that means you can find a place to sit down, finish reading your newspaper, and take a nap while you get bored. Cause by the time you wake up, they show up.
-The 9 Oscar Awards Winning movie 'One Million Dollar Baby (Name to be confirmed )' was shot in a disgussted hell hole slump of Mumbai that you would never want to visit... even if one pay you a million dollar
I had to turn down the proud, keen invitation from two dear indian friends while we drove pass by the neighborhoods. 'Isnt that amanzing, Chloris? ' - said A,
'Yes....' and im astonished.... by the look of thousand-year-old dirty clothes pile up tent... ok, they acutally called that a house?
- My freind Jatin, finally fired one employee becuase his driking problem.
' well.. I had to. He didnt know the machine was on fire while he was fixing it.'
Oh Indians ~ those Indians...
For one, they like to push you to the edge. If they did not, then you would be surprised at the last minute in a least expected way. Just while you were thininking 'finally everything is on right track this time..' With them, you would always have to be wild awake. Oh you better be! Make sure you are highly alert to the extend that you can actually count how many nerves you have.
Here are 6 stories to share :
- On February 20th 2009 Mumbai Times Cover News.
Domestic Airline Goindigo (Go Indi Go) found there was a wheel broken just before landing,
they fixed it in the air.
- Just before that few months back
An Indian helicopter landed right on the track of one full-speed escalating flight that carries 153 pass angers while its getting ready to take off.
of course, they passed each other safely ... Because they are Indians.
-They horn every 5 seconds while driving, horn while they pass, horn while to be passed, horn to warn, horn to be warned, they just horn for horn's sake ' you had some horny driver..' said one of my Dubai customer over the phone.
why? oh you know why? Because they drove like BUMPER CARS! There are lanes on the road, but guess what?! No one follows! they drove to the left they drove to the right, they squeeze into middle, they wiggled to pass, they are scared, but they are also scary.
When they miss the intersection they are supposed to turn, no big deal, they just reverse back directly.
Did i mention my friend Jatin once left the car in the middle of road to check some parking spots ?
- Wide Range of time
'Chloris , 9 o'clock sharp tomorrow I'll pick you up' right...sharp your head.
AM9;35 i finally got into his car for 10:30 am flight.
'oh its the traffic~' they always said.
Take my advise :
When they say I'll be right there, that means you can find a place to sit down, finish reading your newspaper, and take a nap while you get bored. Cause by the time you wake up, they show up.
-The 9 Oscar Awards Winning movie 'One Million Dollar Baby (Name to be confirmed )' was shot in a disgussted hell hole slump of Mumbai that you would never want to visit... even if one pay you a million dollar
I had to turn down the proud, keen invitation from two dear indian friends while we drove pass by the neighborhoods. 'Isnt that amanzing, Chloris? ' - said A,
'Yes....' and im astonished.... by the look of thousand-year-old dirty clothes pile up tent... ok, they acutally called that a house?
- My freind Jatin, finally fired one employee becuase his driking problem.
' well.. I had to. He didnt know the machine was on fire while he was fixing it.'
Oh Indians ~ those Indians...
2009年1月2日 星期五
重回樂生
Project Name: 重回樂生 ~ 樂生回憶錄
2004那年爺爺 . 76 歲 ..(吧?), 不敢確切記得 那沉默寡言的 我的爺爺倒底幾歲 因為我太愛戴他太尊敬他, 恐懼他被無情的光陰吞噬...
' 我出去走走 ..' 爺爺用台語 孱弱的說. 他們說 爺爺已前在樂生 大家開玩笑叫他做 --亞洲鐵人
那是那個七月每天下午三點半左右 爺爺 要說的話, 他, 要到教會附近走走 , 他要出去(樂生)看看.
我擔心卻不敢說, 自尊心強的爺爺 我76歲的爺爺 患有巴金森氏症 , 和心瓣膜閉合不全 手已顫抖 步已蹣跚 步伐細碎 身已躬屈 卻 絕不要人攙扶, 走斜坡已是吃力 何況是那將近45分鐘的路程 爺爺只願意戴上那把奶奶買給他的傘作手杖 因為拐杖給人看到了不好 然後戴上帽(那頂招牌咖啡色水手帽) 準備出發, 他不要人陪, 不要人跟 這是他自己的活動 他說.
'爺爺我跟你去散步！' ～如此便可以挽著他的 對爺爺來說我的表現是祖孫的親暱不是幫助. 靈機一動 我展現我對散步的高度興趣'
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爸媽說 去爺爺奶奶教會做禮拜吧 ~ '好!'
姑姑說 除了教會以外的地方 不可亂走喔~ ! '為什麼?'
表姊說 這裡附近欄杆不能亂摸 '為什麼? ' 因為有痲瘋病 '痲瘋病 那是甚麼?'
劉弟說 '你騙人' 我說 '只有聖經故事才有麻瘋病啦姊姊 都過了好幾千年了'
那個秘密 那些故事 是被包裝的如此完整 被密封的如此徹底 ..
樂生療養院 那曾經滋養他們的根 也是他們一輩子的痛 他們離不開它 卻選擇在痛苦中 尋求茁壯 成長.
to be continued~
For me
scene two Reminder : 蘑菇燈 大陸 拆
走斜坡已是吃力 何況是那將近45 分鐘的路徑. 但是爺爺就是堅持這麼屹立 就像在過去的他擁有到最後一秒也不放棄的勇敢
他帶了那隻
還好~我是孫女 我可以選擇撒嬌 ! '我跟你去!!'
2004
那是爺爺奶奶
2004那年爺爺 . 76 歲 ..(吧?), 不敢確切記得 那沉默寡言的 我的爺爺倒底幾歲 因為我太愛戴他太尊敬他, 恐懼他被無情的光陰吞噬...
' 我出去走走 ..' 爺爺用台語 孱弱的說. 他們說 爺爺已前在樂生 大家開玩笑叫他做 --亞洲鐵人
那是那個七月每天下午三點半左右 爺爺 要說的話, 他, 要到教會附近走走 , 他要出去(樂生)看看.
我擔心卻不敢說, 自尊心強的爺爺 我76歲的爺爺 患有巴金森氏症 , 和心瓣膜閉合不全 手已顫抖 步已蹣跚 步伐細碎 身已躬屈 卻 絕不要人攙扶, 走斜坡已是吃力 何況是那將近45分鐘的路程 爺爺只願意戴上那把奶奶買給他的傘作手杖 因為拐杖給人看到了不好 然後戴上帽(那頂招牌咖啡色水手帽) 準備出發, 他不要人陪, 不要人跟 這是他自己的活動 他說.
'爺爺我跟你去散步！' ～如此便可以挽著他的 對爺爺來說我的表現是祖孫的親暱不是幫助. 靈機一動 我展現我對散步的高度興趣'
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爸媽說 去爺爺奶奶教會做禮拜吧 ~ '好!'
姑姑說 除了教會以外的地方 不可亂走喔~ ! '為什麼?'
表姊說 這裡附近欄杆不能亂摸 '為什麼? ' 因為有痲瘋病 '痲瘋病 那是甚麼?'
劉弟說 '你騙人' 我說 '只有聖經故事才有麻瘋病啦姊姊 都過了好幾千年了'
那個秘密 那些故事 是被包裝的如此完整 被密封的如此徹底 ..
樂生療養院 那曾經滋養他們的根 也是他們一輩子的痛 他們離不開它 卻選擇在痛苦中 尋求茁壯 成長.
to be continued~
For me
scene two Reminder : 蘑菇燈 大陸 拆
走斜坡已是吃力 何況是那將近45 分鐘的路徑. 但是爺爺就是堅持這麼屹立 就像在過去的他擁有到最後一秒也不放棄的勇敢
他帶了那隻
還好~我是孫女 我可以選擇撒嬌 ! '我跟你去!!'
2004
那是爺爺奶奶
2008年12月17日 星期三
Thats Me Abc - Abc 係我係我
A cute song , simple and catchy that no matter which crowd you belong to, the hip ones, the quiet ones, the local ones, the exported overseas ones , as long as you are chinese or from HK ,
you'll notice this is the must order song in HK KTV ! Its maily one sentance, 'Im acb, no matter which angle you look, vertically, horizontally , i am an ABC '
the official one is here on youtube ^^ -->
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llUB2CcFrPw&feature=related
guess its been out for a long while but cute and classic. shared with video.
Yo check it check it check it out 聽住啦
First name Jin 即係我中文名 立字做個青字 睇清楚個頸
無論係後生仔或是係老餅 多謝你支持 真係唔easy
一個 ABC 要照清楚塊鏡 佢哋想知點解啲中文會咁正
係咪有個補習老師 not me 由細到大我睇慣TVB
新紮師兄 梁朝偉真係有型 歡樂今宵 何B同鄭裕玲
日頭猛做就無得停 點講都好 最緊要係你明
ABC係我係我 橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我 ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我
你駛鬼理我邊到出世 只要我有料 一張出世紙點可以做代表
我問你做竹昇有乜嘢咁失禮 就算我係 你都咪當我食塞米
唔覺唔覺係美國住咗24年 我今年24歲真係無乜變
時間過得真係太快 好似無幾耐我先至7歲 飲緊維他奶
如果我真係扮我大晒 有怪莫怪 當我細路仔唔識世界
你根本會唔知如果我唔出聲 所以我今次一定要喺度話俾你聽
ABC係我係我 橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我 ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我
你話我唔係正宗唐人 Who are you
啲鬼佬睇我又咪係黃皮膚 雖然我哋環境係兩個唔同世界
但係分別好少 你唔好踩得就踩 八月十五同中秋節
舊曆新曆根本就無分別 新年流流咪又係逗吓利是
飲吓茶打幾圈 唔係嘅咪鋤 Dee 歐陽靖究竟係邊個
你真係想知 最清楚係我 簡單唻講 三個字 邊三個
ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我
無錯無錯
You know that’s me
you'll notice this is the must order song in HK KTV ! Its maily one sentance, 'Im acb, no matter which angle you look, vertically, horizontally , i am an ABC '
the official one is here on youtube ^^ -->
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llUB2CcFrPw&feature=related
guess its been out for a long while but cute and classic. shared with video.
Yo check it check it check it out 聽住啦
First name Jin 即係我中文名 立字做個青字 睇清楚個頸
無論係後生仔或是係老餅 多謝你支持 真係唔easy
一個 ABC 要照清楚塊鏡 佢哋想知點解啲中文會咁正
係咪有個補習老師 not me 由細到大我睇慣TVB
新紮師兄 梁朝偉真係有型 歡樂今宵 何B同鄭裕玲
日頭猛做就無得停 點講都好 最緊要係你明
ABC係我係我 橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我 ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我
你駛鬼理我邊到出世 只要我有料 一張出世紙點可以做代表
我問你做竹昇有乜嘢咁失禮 就算我係 你都咪當我食塞米
唔覺唔覺係美國住咗24年 我今年24歲真係無乜變
時間過得真係太快 好似無幾耐我先至7歲 飲緊維他奶
如果我真係扮我大晒 有怪莫怪 當我細路仔唔識世界
你根本會唔知如果我唔出聲 所以我今次一定要喺度話俾你聽
ABC係我係我 橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我 ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我 無錯無錯 ABC係我係我
你話我唔係正宗唐人 Who are you
啲鬼佬睇我又咪係黃皮膚 雖然我哋環境係兩個唔同世界
但係分別好少 你唔好踩得就踩 八月十五同中秋節
舊曆新曆根本就無分別 新年流流咪又係逗吓利是
飲吓茶打幾圈 唔係嘅咪鋤 Dee 歐陽靖究竟係邊個
你真係想知 最清楚係我 簡單唻講 三個字 邊三個
ABC係我係我
橫睇點睇都係我
無錯無錯
You know that’s me
2008年12月7日 星期日
2008年11月4日 星期二
Sentimental / the most romantic thing is to believe in true love.
Maybe its the weather, the slight chill in late fall, makes my mind wonder about
Today, I met the purest girl in the world... a strong impact of recalling beauty of pure and simple joy in life.
Often enough during the past years my mind had mixed with thoughts feelings, and it had become complicated, easily driven away with the environment.
*to be pure and believe in true love.
she is conservertive, righterous, and most important of all , she believes in true love. When she talked about guy, she got blush,she cant accept if guy said 'your eyes are beautifull on 2nd meet up , because thats insulting of pure friendship. she cant accept going out alone with guy if only two of them . she strongly belived in true love, that perpered on would appear one day.
She is slim, and shy, she is timid , she is femanin. she is like this other person in a simple happy world.
I'm amazed there are still such kind of pure person existing in the world , she is supposed to be one of character in Mid -Summer-Night Dream during 14th centery, but such purity is so romantic.
Being a big romantic in heart myself , i think she deserves to be that princess of story.
* to have the simple joy within life.
She bought me a small gift --a paper clip wraped with vivid pink sheet. I was really touched by her gesture , i mean this is also a form of purity wanting to do small things just to make people happy, also show a simple happiness of her expecting the meet up today.
When did i lose such simple joy of life? I go out often enough, arrange meetup , dinners, but seldom had I treat any of the meeting in such a formal way.
She is focused, and self-concious while i was easily to be distracted by street people , handsome guys, slim girls. But she just look at the scenery had look blankly while i try to gossip with her on those. She said she just enjoy the hoozing sound of MRT too much.
*Then the extention of my romantic thought before the end of day.. below is the most romantic thing i could think of:
---call your loved one , chat for a while before going to sleep, sharing whats happening, being silly, have some sweet talk, then hang on the line til you fall asleep. .. like child listening to bed time story.
Just being sentimental today ~ Late fall is a season to fall in love.
Today, I met the purest girl in the world... a strong impact of recalling beauty of pure and simple joy in life.
Often enough during the past years my mind had mixed with thoughts feelings, and it had become complicated, easily driven away with the environment.
*to be pure and believe in true love.
she is conservertive, righterous, and most important of all , she believes in true love. When she talked about guy, she got blush,she cant accept if guy said 'your eyes are beautifull on 2nd meet up , because thats insulting of pure friendship. she cant accept going out alone with guy if only two of them . she strongly belived in true love, that perpered on would appear one day.
She is slim, and shy, she is timid , she is femanin. she is like this other person in a simple happy world.
I'm amazed there are still such kind of pure person existing in the world , she is supposed to be one of character in Mid -Summer-Night Dream during 14th centery, but such purity is so romantic.
Being a big romantic in heart myself , i think she deserves to be that princess of story.
* to have the simple joy within life.
She bought me a small gift --a paper clip wraped with vivid pink sheet. I was really touched by her gesture , i mean this is also a form of purity wanting to do small things just to make people happy, also show a simple happiness of her expecting the meet up today.
When did i lose such simple joy of life? I go out often enough, arrange meetup , dinners, but seldom had I treat any of the meeting in such a formal way.
She is focused, and self-concious while i was easily to be distracted by street people , handsome guys, slim girls. But she just look at the scenery had look blankly while i try to gossip with her on those. She said she just enjoy the hoozing sound of MRT too much.
*Then the extention of my romantic thought before the end of day.. below is the most romantic thing i could think of:
---call your loved one , chat for a while before going to sleep, sharing whats happening, being silly, have some sweet talk, then hang on the line til you fall asleep. .. like child listening to bed time story.
Just being sentimental today ~ Late fall is a season to fall in love.
2008年10月20日 星期一
. outrageous.. 哭笑不得
it was outrageous! im in rage , but people in hous cant stop laughing. this is absard.
my three new pair of shoes , still in boxes, just bought frim hk yesterday, were took to recycling today. They, the house janiotor and old lady next door pass the shoes to trash collector, and kept the boxes to themselves! what a decidion!
The footlocker is full. i piled up the three boxes of shoes next to the locker, where 50 cm is a trash can....three brand new pair of shoes were sparklling inside the boxes .. elegantly, and silently.
The janitor came cleaning the house, surely things are clean, she threw my three boxes of shoes away, my question is .
1. didnt she notice the weigh of the box when moving?
2. she didnt take a look before send to next door box collecting lady?
And the old lady, obisouly think those shoes are too good for her (of course im 25 , and she is almost 70 ) or too bad for her age, take it to the gabage collector. ghost must shade her eyes while she is giving, my shoes are sparlking green , and shining light purple . elegant white and black.
you guys must find the shoes back . dont make me have you pay for those .
these chinese people. @)(@*&@^@.. right i put it in an ambigious location , but where is your common sense?
悶 sign.. speachless...
my three new pair of shoes , still in boxes, just bought frim hk yesterday, were took to recycling today. They, the house janiotor and old lady next door pass the shoes to trash collector, and kept the boxes to themselves! what a decidion!
The footlocker is full. i piled up the three boxes of shoes next to the locker, where 50 cm is a trash can....three brand new pair of shoes were sparklling inside the boxes .. elegantly, and silently.
The janitor came cleaning the house, surely things are clean, she threw my three boxes of shoes away, my question is .
1. didnt she notice the weigh of the box when moving?
2. she didnt take a look before send to next door box collecting lady?
And the old lady, obisouly think those shoes are too good for her (of course im 25 , and she is almost 70 ) or too bad for her age, take it to the gabage collector. ghost must shade her eyes while she is giving, my shoes are sparlking green , and shining light purple . elegant white and black.
you guys must find the shoes back . dont make me have you pay for those .
these chinese people. @)(@*&@^@.. right i put it in an ambigious location , but where is your common sense?
悶 sign.. speachless...
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